You got some cool stuff here, Baloo! ^^
Keep making dem pictures, kay? I am a writer/drawer(I could post some of my works here but I'm too lazy looool) and I understand what it is like to have these kind of difficulties.
I myself, have a rare disease I will not mention. I don't want to talk about it. But I've been to the hospital several times and some almost fatal experiences. Keep going far, dude! You have some potential!(I say that, though you are really good already, because you say "sometime I may be able to draw like that") I wish you good luck.
I hope this came out with the right message, please tell me if I offended you or anything. Because reading this over makes me feel kind of rude. :/