Cinderspark's Notepad

Mother said I could be anything I wanted to be
That I had a choice over my destiny,
I sat in my room and stared out the window
Thinking of life while a gentle breeze blow,

I smiled and cheered at the thought in me
This is it, this is what I want to be!
Running down the hall cooing with delight
I jumped at my mom saying I want to be light!

Delicate and free I may go anywhere
Drifting in the clouds and dancing on the air,
Shining through windows and bouncing off steel
Rising the spirits of those that must heal,

I'm seen as good against those that our evil
Revealing the light within them is crucial,
Flee from the ranks of those that are dark
Into the sky we shall embark,

Mother said I could be anything I wanted to be
I smiled stating simply I want to be me.

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Randomness of the mind at work.

Cinder, that was pretty nice, I really enjoyed that, and that's coming from the kind of person who doesn't normally enjoy poetry.

Ciana

Capture the beauty within everything and everyone [with an]
Imagination that is an endless expanse of wonder
Artistic and awe-inspiring to those around her [she's]
Nonstop joy to be with, full of life and love
Altruistic and gentle her kindness makes hearts light.

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Acrostic poem for an amazing person.

Rocky Ground

I'm right here
and I'm ready,
Just gotta go steady
on this rocky ground.

Head up high
I will not die,
I just gotta try
and hold on though this all.

Thus I will run
this has to get done,
And once I can touch the sun
then I can be at peace once more.

But until that day
I will stay strong and pray,
That you are also okay
for your suffering is equally mine.

[though] You caged me
ignored my plea,
Why couldn't you see
that all I want is to be free again.

So I'm right here
and I'm ready,
Just gotta go steady
on this rocky, rocky ground.

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First poem I wrote that I remember saving. Written June 26th, 2010.

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Fakemon sprites that I've made. They are all scratch aside from Direyena, which is an edit.

OwO I love those sprites

I actually finished something for the first time in over a year.

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I colored some of Vince's sketches from their sketchbook! He drew them, I only colored them.
The characters belong to Vince and Balthazar respectively.
(Balthazar's appearance said the scar was on her forehead but if its on the check like in the sketch I can move it!)

AHH. Cinder, this is so very sweet of you. ;u; Raven, mah boiiiiii. Thank you so much dear. <3 THey both look fucking great.

My new years resolution is to draw more! Its been years since Ive been able to draw consistently, and happily, and I really want to get back to a happier art place.
2019 was a very bad year for me depression wise, but art helped me on the dark days. So here's some of my oldest 'chus (2009) that I drew during the year (plus my sona).

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Its been a bad week. My harddrive exploded with no way to recover anything. I hadn't backed up anything since getting this laptop two years ago either, and had recently stored a lot of things on it (such as purging my phone). So.. rip. Hindsight is 20/20. Heres some stuff I finished and uploaded beforehand.

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I remembered my New Year's resolution last year was to draw more. That feels so long ago now, like a lot more than a year. I lost my job, the primary place I was sketching, and the small art drive I had gained died, but I still managed to finish some of those sketches.

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